I think that I want you to fuck me, but I want it to be because you want to fuck me and not just because they're are drugs in your system. I want you to want to fuck me.
I also want to take care of you, I want to make sure you're not hurt or going out of your mind so yes, I'm torn. If you feel like you're not under the influence, if you won't regret it, if you won't wake up tomorrow and think, what did I do, then come here, fuck me. I'll even help.
( because he can't promise william that, can't know how he'll feel in the morning before he's swallowed another pill. he wants to believe he isn't that guy but when he thinks about val and cheryl, maybe he is. )
i don't want you to have doubts and i want to be able to tell you this is me.
( he actually waits several days because he's archie, and he has more than william to worry about, and maybe it takes him a minute to admit what he's suffered does not outweigh the people around him. he stops the trial early. if he gets voicemail, he's hanging tf up. )
I don't think we're supposed to be able to crack it. If you could, wouldn't we all be home already?
( archie thinks he's smart as hell and not because of the age gap. )
You mean did I want to stop taking the pills or did I want to get laid? I realized I didn't need the money and even if I did, to use it for others, it doesn't matter as much as knowing who I am and what I'm doing.
( he's not wrong, if it has something to do with tech and not magic. )
I meant if you needed that money. But, I also wanted you to be lucid. And confident in who you are. Not - affected. I didn't think you stopped taking them just to, to fuck me. I don't overestimate, either.
I wanted it. I didn't need it. Anything I would do for the community with that money probably doesn't matter nearly as much as it would back home. There aren't kids here. ( all the murder, imprisonment, and violence changed him from fitting into that definition. ) You didn't hope I would stop taking them to get closer to you?
I don't want to push you. You're 18 and, I thought, straight. But, you're also off the pills and calling me back. And I wanted you to. That's what I'm trying to say.
And I thought I was, too. I have a girlfriend back in Riverdale. ( she's obviously not here. ) I didn't plan what happened with you. I liked it. I've been kissed by guys before and I wasn't into it. I've also known one of them forever. It was different.
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Date: 2021-03-30 04:47 am (UTC)And I don't think I have underestimated you. I make a habit of not underestimating people.
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Date: 2021-03-30 05:03 am (UTC)what do you think about me then?
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Date: 2021-03-30 05:07 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2021-03-30 05:08 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2021-03-30 05:10 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2021-03-30 05:14 am (UTC)( because he can't promise william that, can't know how he'll feel in the morning before he's swallowed another pill. he wants to believe he isn't that guy but when he thinks about val and cheryl, maybe he is. )
i don't want you to have doubts and i want to be able to tell you this is me.
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Date: 2021-03-30 05:15 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2021-03-30 05:24 am (UTC)that's why i'm texting you
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Date: 2021-03-30 05:32 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2021-03-30 06:04 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2021-03-30 06:09 am (UTC)I'm sorry.
call me tomorrow. please.
fight me i'm not moving threads
Date: 2021-03-30 06:20 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2021-03-30 06:23 am (UTC)Archie?
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Date: 2021-03-30 06:30 am (UTC)Hey William. You told me to call you back.
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Date: 2021-03-30 06:34 am (UTC)( what was implied is, hopefully he wanted to. )
How is everything?
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Date: 2021-03-30 06:41 am (UTC)Clear. I quit the trial. How are you?
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Date: 2021-03-30 06:46 am (UTC)( is he doing this right? it's wrong to just say, come on over and fuck me, right? )
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Date: 2021-03-30 06:49 am (UTC)( archie thinks he's smart as hell and not because of the age gap. )
You mean did I want to stop taking the pills or did I want to get laid? I realized I didn't need the money and even if I did, to use it for others, it doesn't matter as much as knowing who I am and what I'm doing.
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Date: 2021-03-30 06:53 am (UTC)( he's not wrong, if it has something to do with tech and not magic. )
I meant if you needed that money. But, I also wanted you to be lucid. And confident in who you are. Not - affected. I didn't think you stopped taking them just to, to fuck me. I don't overestimate, either.
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Date: 2021-03-30 06:58 am (UTC)( ✨language✨ )
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Date: 2021-03-30 07:04 am (UTC)I didn't know if I was allowed to hope you did that. Or, if you could do that, for me. You're ... it's probably best we don't use labels, right?
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Date: 2021-03-30 07:05 am (UTC)What are you trying not to say?
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Date: 2021-03-30 07:08 am (UTC)( is that what he wants to hear? )
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Date: 2021-03-30 07:14 am (UTC)And I thought I was, too. I have a girlfriend back in Riverdale. ( she's obviously not here. ) I didn't plan what happened with you. I liked it. I've been kissed by guys before and I wasn't into it. I've also known one of them forever. It was different.
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Date: 2021-03-30 07:15 am (UTC)( well all guys like hearing that. )
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